Wednesday, September 11, 2013

2 days + 4 days

Our holiday to Sydney is only 2 days away! I'm so excited for good vibes, good food and amazing memories. I've never been on a plane or gone on a trip without any family. I live a sheltered life, I know. It's all very exciting, I just can't put it into words. Probably because the next part of this post has my mind racing.

I think I might be pregnant.

Tonight I took a pregnancy test, waited a couple of minutes and considered it a negative. 10 minutes later I had to use the restroom again because I drank a lot of water before I took the test. Mid pee I felt the urge to check the test again. I don't even know why, it was just intuition I guess, and to my surprise there was a very, VERY faint positive.

Holy effing shit.

Seeing as Kody was admitted to hospital today for type 1 diabetes reasons (I completely forgot to mention this earlier, THAT'S how much my mind is going cray) I had to message him the news. We both agree that it's too early to be sure, and that the test hasn't really confirmed anything to us. I'm going to test again when we get back from Sydney in 4 days if my period doesn't come before then. I'm terrified of this all being a big joke. My heart is too full of happiness (and shock) to handle this being taken from me.

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