I'm in a rut. A self destructive rut. I wake. I watch Vampire Diaries. I take a half hour break around the 4 hour mark and eat something to get me by. I spend the next 10 hours watching Vampire Diaries. By then my brain is searching for more; Vampire Diaries no longer suffices. I start to think about things. Things start clawing at my conscience. I force myself to go to sleep to escape the thoughts. I wake. I repeat.
I'm drowning.
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