I haven't slept, I haven't done homework, I haven't cleaned, and I haven't gone to uni. I did my makeup and hair though so that's good of me :)

I just spent all my money on Michael Todd True Organics skin care regimen and not a single fuck was given except for a couple like what am I gonna eat for the next week and how am I going to pay my bills but other than that no fucks were given so

This is my sorry not sorry for completing 0 homework look.

I got my real techniques brushes in the mail!

They're so pretty!

All the brushes are significantly smaller than I'd hoped so I think I'll be using them for touch ups more than every day appliance. 

Using my Ecotools foundation brush to show how tiny the real techniques foundation brush is~~

Quite a big difference!

Overall, I'm quite happy with the real techniques brushes. I'm yet to use them, but from playing around with them I can tell that they're really soft and will be a great travel kit when need be. Now, the cruel wait for my Bobbi Brown brushes commences...

With love, J x

Sometimes I don't know why I've gotten myself into certain situations and why I'm living this life. I really don't.

My boyfriend Kody and I on our 18 month anniversary in January! :)

Kody and I met just over 2 years ago. I don't remember him (opps) but he remembers being introduced to me by a mutual friend. A month later we met again and begun our friendship. We were friends for about 6 months before we realised what we were looking for was right before us, in each other. Only 7 months after we got together, Kody moved 3 hours away to start his first year in university. We battled long distance for an entire year before I moved up to Adelaide to be with him and to start my first year of university. Our relationship has grown so strong and I'm so proud of who he's become. Kody was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes when he was 12 years old. He used to struggle a great deal with it but he's getting much better with balancing his life out and being responsible. He's one of the strongest people I know and I'm going to stop here to go cuddle him on the lounge :)

Love, J x

The dishes haven't been done, homework hasn't been completed, the house hasn't been cleaned, but I don't even care, today is a beautiful day!

I (kind of) recently got a house with my boyfriend and it's right near the beach, I love it :) here's some pics I took today, post rain!

There's cat foot prints in the concrete in our backyard, so cute!

The view is amazing!

Our backyard :)

Kody's sick today :(

Love, J :)

Hi all.

I have been so lazy lately, it's ridiculous. I think it's because it's mid semester break, so physically I'm like "yeah woo time to relax and/or party!" but mentally I'm like "so...much...homework...". There's so much that I need to do and if I don't find the motivation, I won't have enough time to do it all. Waaahhh. Why can't I just be a Victoria's Secret Angel and look fabulous and live a life of perfection instead?

KFC is why. Darn you KFC.

I'm sitting on my bed, staring at big blocks of words, trying to wrap my head around them. I know I can do it, I do, but I'm just not. This essay is due tomorrow and I've barely started. It's an easy question that's not too hard to answer. Why can't I do this? What's wrong with me? I don't know. I can't think straight. I can't process information. I can't find a structure. I catch myself checking stupid social network sites every 2 minutes instead of trying. There's too much in my head right now, and if I don't sort it out, I'm going to have a big problem.

So I've been quite makeup crazed lately. I don't know what's coming over me, I was never like this in high school. I hardly ever touched makeup in high school, I would of much preferred to roll around in mud than to apply foundation and put mascara on. I guess I'm just at that point in my life where I want to try new things and evolve a little. I don't know, either way, I'm having a lot of fun.

Today (while I was meant to be starting my 1050 word essay that's due in just a couple days) I decided to spend the money I put away on bills to buy a few gems (you're only young once!) and I am officially super excited for the mail man to come. Here's what I picked up!

Real Techniques brushes by Samantha Chapman, check them out here (however, I purchased them on iHerb):
http://realtechniques.com/

Pore Primer Stick by Etude House. I picked this beauty up on eBay!

And last but not least, I subscribed to Bellabox, a handy little box that comes every month with samples of new, quality beauty products! I'm super excited for this one, hopefully it doesn't disappoint!

Until next time, love, J x

Today I woke up happy. Very happy.
I'm happy to be able to reconnect with an old friend.
I'm happy to lay in bed with my cat and my boyfriend.
I'm even happy knowing that I have piles of homework to do today.

I'm happy because I'm here and because I'm able to talk to old friends with no bad blood spilt between us. I'm happy to have a roof over my head and a bed to lay on to spend time with my two biggest loves. I'm happy that I have an education and all the resources I need to succeed in learning. Others are not as fortunate as me, and today, I am celebrating happiness.

P.S

:)

I'm skipping introductions and jumping right into this head first. My goals in having this blog include:

• dribbling word dribble here rather than any other social networking site that has minimum eighty care factor
• keeping track of deep thoughts, tired daydreams, hopeful ideas and irreplaceable memories
• challenging myself with putting my inner thoughts to paper (well, keyboard)
• maintaining a sense of self in this crazy world of interwebs 

Welppp, that just about covers that.

To really start this off, here's yet another list (yes, I'm one of those people) about things on my mind lately

• mid semester break is finally here! I'm oh so happy to have some time to mysel- wait, what's that? I have no time to myself? Why could that be? Oh, just because I have 3 assignments, 1 take home exam, 4 topics worth of readings, 3 topics worth of catching up on lectures and tutorials and 2 quizzes needed to be done by the end of this 'break'. Aw man.
• Holy moley, I have no idea what to do with my Community Justice and Policy essay that's due in a few days
• Heck yes, my take home exam for Legal Studies looks quite easy and plays to my strengths
• Although I'm nervous, I can't wait to find the time to get stuck into my Philosophy essay on the Problem of Evil
• I hate Crime and Criminology. WHY DID I CHOSE THIS AS A MAJOR!?!?!?

And once again, that just about covers that. I feel better now.

Until next time, J x